for the first time in my life i am not just a sex symbol, a mere…

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: ana; November 30th, 2007

Current Mood:: thankful

for the first time in my life i am not just a sex symbol, a mere shadow of what sex is about, but i am making love...and making love at the deep level that creates new life.

my body is not in it's best shape, but for the first time it is creates the source of nourishment for my child and gives pleasure to my man.

i am deeply fulfilled.
i feel purposeful and real.
neccessary and primal.
i am at my core.
my heart.

my life is full of love.
everything i give is returned to me a millionfold.

i walk around in my pajamas and make chicken soup.
he buys me daisies and kisses my eyes.
total comfort and trust.

this is what life is about for me.

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woobiewoobster

2007-12-01 02:52 am (UTC)

Oh but life is good when we take time to smell the daisies!!! : )

onmytiptoes

2007-12-01 02:58 am (UTC)

Yes, yes, and yes.

onfruitstreet

2007-12-01 04:28 am (UTC)

How absolutely, positively beautiful! I am so, so, so, so happy for you ... and M and Lili.

sourgrapes13

2007-12-01 06:12 am (UTC)

You are a beautiful woman with a huge heart and deserve all the wonderful warm and snugglies in life. I am so happy for you. I visited a friend tonight who gave birth yesterday. It was so amazing to be in the presence of a little being that just came into this world 24 hours ago. So cute! One day my time will come!

taliszanna

2007-12-01 08:47 am (UTC)

That is so wonderful... I'm happy for you. I have always wanted to reach that place, and someday I hope that I will reach that actualization too.

You've made me crave chicken soup. *giggle*

~Talis

writelifegirl

2007-12-01 09:46 am (UTC)

this sounds blissful and peaceful and fulfilling and i'm so glad to read this! you deserve this comfort and support and love and the universe is taking great care of you. =]
it inspires me to count my own blessings!