because tomorrow is M's golden birthday (and also raggedyrobot's and latitude11's!)
and i want lili out for his birthday!
when m comes home today at 6pm we are going to try to get things going with nipple stimulation and sex.
(sorry i don't have the supplies necessary to try anything other than that, like evening primrose oil etc etc etc)
so i need everyone's help to send me POSITIVE LABOUR VIBES today!
woot woot woot!
let's get this party started!
come on lili come on!
come on out into the world!
(and i think i'll try to get just a little bit more sleep now to save my strength, and try to dream of her)