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Tue, Sep. 11th, 2007 11:46 pm
i am stupidly in love with "the buh" :)
her sweet smells, her little soft parts, her funny sounds.
everything she does completely fascinates me and i watch her constantly with amazement.
it is weird to think that i could never go back to the way things were before..even theoretically if i could go back to a time she did not exist, i could not handle life without her now that i know she is possible.
my life would not be as full without her. the smell and sound and feel of her are permanently part of me now. part of my soul, this earth, my experience, this life.
i could never go back to how things were.
my life will never be the same.
my entire being will never be the same.
i have taken the step through through the portal, the looking glass.
i am on the other side now and there is nowhere else i'd like to be.
i knew i would love her more than anything, but to be here really experiencing this love now is intoxicating. i am the mama cat. the ana mothership has finally arrived.

***

ooo, m and i came up with cool new life plans tonight :)
i hope we can make it work!
if we can, our lives and of course then anacam and ana2 will go in a new exciting direction :)
it involves traveling around the country in a van with a mobilecam. ([info]girlreinvented i need to get your knowledge on this!)
the traveling voog family!
ooo i want it to work so much!
new things! new things to take photos of! new adventures!
(and maybe making a buh #2 :)

Current Mood: contemplative

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virgogirl
virgogirl
Virgo Girl
Wed, Sep. 12th, 2007 05:04 am (UTC)

what a nice thing to read :)

from what i can tell they get even more fun when they start obviously "figuring things out". It's hilarious when they discover they can do something...like my mom told me that babies have to learn how to let go of things. no problems grabbing them but then...so then it's like of course flinging everything and it's the best thing ever. at least that's what i did ;-)


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serendipity
serendipity
serendipity
Wed, Sep. 12th, 2007 05:24 am (UTC)

I love when babies figure out that their feet belong to them. "Hey, look, I can move those things! What fun!"


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virgogirl
virgogirl
Virgo Girl
Wed, Sep. 12th, 2007 02:53 pm (UTC)

there is a great TV science special i saw called the secret life of babies or something very similar, and one thing that's really cool is that babies apparently have an innate sense of physical law (at a certain age)...they did this puppet show where they push a (puppet) vase off a dresser, but instead of falling like it did in the control, which didn't seem to shake the babies up at all, they just let it suspend in midair...the looks on those little faces! it was definitely a collective "wtf????" lol


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shannonkringen
shannonkringen
GoddessKRING
Wed, Sep. 12th, 2007 05:04 am (UTC)

fascinating! come to seattle!!!!!!!!! you can always crash at my place if you need to also!


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dansman
dansman
dansman
Wed, Sep. 12th, 2007 05:06 am (UTC)

Who is "the buh"
If it not a secret)))


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mademoisellekel
mademoisellekel
Hardcore Bitch with a Big City Attitude
Wed, Sep. 12th, 2007 08:55 am (UTC)

hopefully that was a joke... or you're new here..

but if not... and you're serious..

she's talking about Lili... her precious babyyy!!


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dansman
dansman
dansman
Wed, Sep. 12th, 2007 10:13 am (UTC)

You right, I realy new here

Аnd sometimes I experience difficulties at dialogue in English)))


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virgogirl
virgogirl
Virgo Girl
Wed, Sep. 12th, 2007 02:55 pm (UTC)

and "the buh" is a made-up name, too, so it's more a dialogue in "ana-ish" :)


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dansman
dansman
dansman
Thu, Sep. 13th, 2007 08:52 am (UTC)

Thanks for your comments)


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serendipity
serendipity
serendipity
Wed, Sep. 12th, 2007 05:26 am (UTC)

Welcome to the stupidly in love club, Ana! We are never the same once we have a child, no way, no how.


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taliszanna
taliszanna
杰西 . ☆彡 Tálí, and sometimes Tális
Wed, Sep. 12th, 2007 05:56 am (UTC)

Congratulations on becoming a mother, Ana. I wanted to leave my congrats some while back, but life here has been nutty. Loving the new mama entries!


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joy_disaster
joy_disaster
joy.
Wed, Sep. 12th, 2007 06:10 am (UTC)

everything in this post sounds so wonderful :^) I am so happy for you! Lili is amazing.


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fuzzybumblebee
fuzzybumblebee
fuzzybumblebee
Wed, Sep. 12th, 2007 06:56 am (UTC)

you are taking the whole gigantic life transition so much better than i did/do. i love my boy and my life with him but i still miss my old life that will never be again. it was a very good life. my life now is very good too but very much harder than that other easy street.
i am soooooooooooo happy that you are soooooooooooooooo happy :)
it is stunning to see a whole person unfold before you. someone who is deeply a part of you. and to see what comes from you too.
such love.


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unquietmind
unquietmind
hysteric glamour
Wed, Sep. 12th, 2007 05:15 pm (UTC)

Fuzzy said everything I was gonna say. Exactly.

love you!


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presidentnixon
presidentnixon
val i um
Wed, Sep. 12th, 2007 07:04 am (UTC)

i love your thoughts. i sound creepy, i know. but i do. it is as if you can articulate things that i feel but do not explain properly.


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kitchenwitch
kitchenwitch
Tipper Q. Danger
Wed, Sep. 12th, 2007 09:15 am (UTC)

Funny, ain't it? I developed amnesia of what came before the moment Nora arrived. I feel like she's always been with me.

Speaking of babies figuring out stuff... I was at a meetup of moms on Monday and one of the babies - she was 10 months old or so - was very, very interested in her feet. She was this chubby, quiet little thing who would get a little upset about something and then grab her foot and get it almost to her mouth and she'd then be perfectly calm. It's going to be great watching them figure themselves out.


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stephthegeek
stephthegeek
Stephanie Pakrul
Wed, Sep. 12th, 2007 12:46 pm (UTC)

Oooh, so exciting! Chris and I have talked about doing that... on the road in a camper trailer with cams and a 3G data connection... I can see you doing such incredible things!


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ana
ana
ana voog
Wed, Sep. 12th, 2007 12:48 pm (UTC)

ooo :) maybe you could help me with a set up?
would you do that? some pointers?
i am totally mystified about where to begin!


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stephthegeek
stephthegeek
Stephanie Pakrul