for those of you who followed my cam and got to know my dog pooka, i just wanted to let you know that a few minutes ago , he died a peaceful death. he was 13 years old.
the fluff monster poofin hoover is an angel now.

i'm just sitting here in shock and feeling shaky.

elaine just told me. she has been his caretaker for the past 2 years.
he died in her arms.

i loved that little guy. what a tender heart.
a gentle being of light.

today is anacam's 12th ana-versary and the last day the cam will be on 24 hours a day. 12 years at 24/7. holy cow! that's enough!

they accepted our offer!
to the country we go!

i am going to shut down the business aspect of anacam.
so if you want into ana2 this will be the LAST TIME you will be able
to gain entrance to it!

sign up now at:
http://www.ana2.com
for a one time only LIFETIME membership to ana2.

(when you sign up for ana2 it will say that it is month by month..but
ignore that. it is not the case. you will be only charged one time and
then never again)

in a few weeks, you will NEVER be able to get into ana2 ever again.
whoever gets in now gets in and then that is IT.
the doors will be shut.
THIS IS IT!

so sign up now for ana2 (you will never be charged again)
or forever be on the outside.

i may even shut down the public aspect of the cam and just have the
cam inside ana2.

i'm going smaller and simpler and moving to the country :)

in other news, we put in an offer on a house...and now i am just in
the nail biting waiting phase to see if they accepted the offer!
wish me luck!

cheers,
ana

http://blip.fm/voog

ooo, a new thing to play with :)

violet luna
born february 8th at 11:43pm
7 pounds 13 ounces
20 inches long

a 26 hour labour!
details later
recovering!

THIS IS M EVERYBODY __ ANA"S WATER' JUST BROKE -- WISH US LUCK!!!!!!

emmettsl

i don't know how many of you remember Emmett.
but he was a member of ana2 for almost the entire time.
i would always wish him a happy birthday on cam.
he was a very sweet person.

i just found out that he passed away this year....

i feel so completely odd and at a loss for what to say
and what a weird way to find out.

i feel very sad but i am glad he is in a more peaceful place.

the last email he wrote to me he told me he was not feeling very well...

wow....

today is anacam's 11th ana-versary

http://www.anacam.com

unlike most cams, this one goes to 11 :)

i am trying to find the time to write about it!

crazy times!

http://worshiptheglitch.com/2008/06/jd-casten-discusses-ana-voog-dreaming.html

an interview with j.d. casten who put together the book about my art (http://www.voogbooks.com/).
it's interesting for me to see my friend talk about his views on the whole project :)
i've been so busy with lili, the upcoming wedding, and now the new pregnancy that i can barely take it all in...

but for those of you interested in this limited edition book about me, i suggest you read this interview for a more in depth view on it!

and j.d. is a fascinating person in his own right. i think someone should make a book about HIM! :)

http://www.voogbooks.com/

a book about me and my art that my friend, j.d. casten, put together!
go look!

it was the best year of my life :)

i'm not a person to ever follow a recipe...but i want to learn new things.
so...i'd like to learn some things by reading some cookbooks and see how other people cook.

so tell me your favourite cookbooks of all time.

i'm especially looking for morroccan, greek, and french
also jewish and scandanavian.

but i'm really interested in just about everything.

so hit me with your best cookbooks so i can go check them out :)

p.s. i like cookbooks where you make EVERYTHING from scratch and where real ingredients are used not things like margarine or boullion cubes, etc.
i'm not interested in adding a can of this and that together and then voila. i'm not afraid of things that are labour intensive.

for the first time in my life i am not just a sex symbol, a mere shadow of what sex is about, but i am making love...and making love at the deep level that creates new life.

my body is not in it's best shape, but for the first time it is creates the source of nourishment for my child and gives pleasure to my man.

i am deeply fulfilled.
i feel purposeful and real.
neccessary and primal.
i am at my core.
my heart.

my life is full of love.
everything i give is returned to me a millionfold.

i walk around in my pajamas and make chicken soup.
he buys me daisies and kisses my eyes.
total comfort and trust.

this is what life is about for me.

from lilizuzu

photo by jason s. shapiro

a family of cats for halloween :)
lilizuzu is 3 months old now

*beams* :)

as you can see, i am still sleep deprived, because this cracks me up to no end!
especially because i have a voice that goes with this, and maybe i will have to record it for you.
actually there is a whole flash animation in my head that goes with this...monty python style.

today is my 1st day being all alone with her, as M has gone back to work.
i am a sad mama cat and i am nervous. (i also think i got my period today for the 1st time since pregnancy)
lili, printheth of thee unicornth, child of go, rules me from her command center...the white noise midi file spewing graco swing.
i am her loyal subject, milk maker, and toe kisser

i am stupidly in love with "the buh" :)
her sweet smells, her little soft parts, her funny sounds.
everything she does completely fascinates me and i watch her constantly with amazement.
it is weird to think that i could never go back to the way things were before..even theoretically if i could go back to a time she did not exist, i could not handle life without her now that i know she is possible.
my life would not be as full without her. the smell and sound and feel of her are permanently part of me now. part of my soul, this earth, my experience, this life.
i could never go back to how things were.
my life will never be the same.
my entire being will never be the same.
i have taken the step through through the portal, the looking glass.
i am on the other side now and there is nowhere else i'd like to be.
i knew i would love her more than anything, but to be here really experiencing this love now is intoxicating. i am the mama cat. the ana mothership has finally arrived.

***

ooo, m and i came up with cool new life plans tonight :)
i hope we can make it work!
if we can, our lives and of course then anacam and ana2 will go in a new exciting direction :)
it involves traveling around the country in a van with a mobilecam. (girlreinvented i need to get your knowledge on this!)
the traveling voog family!
ooo i want it to work so much!
new things! new things to take photos of! new adventures!
(and maybe making a buh #2 :)